Uncle Vinny and Daddio are talkin out in the hallway (upstairs)
I broke the bowl by accident.
I need to get some sleep..
BTW-
I HAVE THE FUCKING JUNO HAMBURGER PHONE. EAT THAT.
lol
But dont eat it cuz its cool like that lol
I never thought Id be saying this again..
But.
Giacci Grassi is alseep in my bed next to me.
Yes I know its a school night.
No my dad doesnt know shes here
But she needed a place to stay tonight and I offered.
For a good four five hours she was down in the downstairs bathroom and then almost 43 minutes ago I went down and got her up stairs
Yay me..
So now the ultimate question is - What the fuck do I do now..
I've given all I've got and there's nothing left
Where did you go when I was left alone
I can't believe what's left of me
I swore I'd never let this show
Cut at the knee
When there's nowhere left to call home
Here we sit bruised and broken again
Would you die for me
Cause I'd kill for you
Can you see a reason
Can see you see through our bleeding
Stuck in this train of thought
Kill or be killed is what we're taught
I'm not trying to die alone
This is war
This is war
Here we sit bruised and broken again
Would you die for me
Cause I'd kill for you
Can you see a reason
Can see you see through our bleeding
This is war
This is war
This is war
This is war
This is war
This is war
This is war
This is war!
Here we sit bruised and broken again
Would you die for me
Cause I'd kill for you
Can you see a reason
Can see you see through our bleeding
- Music:"This Is War" Flight 409
Today I flipped out on my dad because I wanted to do whatever mom was playing at so I could see you.
But he screamed at me and told me to tell you to tell mom that theres still a warrent out for her arrest.
I didnt want you guys to find about that.
And Im sorry that I only saw you for about an hour.
Not even.
I love you guys.
If theres anything in the world that I could ever do for you guys I would without a second thought.
I love you guys.
And I wont ever not feel guilty about letting her send me to Jersey.
I never would have left if I could have stopped her and I want you to know that I never abandond you guys.
I wouldnt do that.
I would do anything to see you guys for as long as I can.
And I was going to throw my phone at my dad and I never have that kinda moment.. Well. Not really.
But I want you guys to know that if you need anything or want anything, to call me,
No matter what Im doing I will find a way to get to you guys.
And that is a promise.
Your the only blood that I have left anymore to me and that makes you above everyone else in my life.
Even me.
So no matter what the fuck you do, how bad you screw up, what you want to do in life - I will always love you.
I got to see Kevin and Tina for a while.
Even though it was outside and Briana was with me I was just so happy
Right now Im beeming.
Beeming.
Now it doesnt matter that the Birthday Curse will follow me and make my birthday suck terribly. I saw my little people.
Ill be happy till June.
*dances*
When I finaly said a pennys worht of stuff that I've actualy been feeling to Nami, well, it didnt help much.
Sigh.
Gotta go - phones ringing.
There's more than meets the eye round here, look to the waters of the deep.
A city of evil.
There sat a seven-headed beast, ten horns raised from his head.
Symbolic woman sits on his throne, but hatred strips her and leaves her naked.
The Beast and the Harlot.
She's a dwelling place for demons.
She's a cage for every unclean spirit,
every filthy bird, and makes us drink the poisoned wine to fornicating with our kings.
Fallen now is Babylon the Great.
The city dressed in jewels and gold, fine linen, myrrh with pearls.
Her plagues have come all at once as her mourners watch her burn.
Destroyed in an hour.
Merchants and captains of the world, sailors, navigators too.
Will weep and mourn this loss with her sins piled to the sky,
The Beast and the Harlot.
She's a dwelling place for demons.
She's a cage for every unclean spirit,
every filthy bird, and makes us drink the poisoned wine to fornicating with our kings.
Fallen now is Babylon the Great.
The day has come for all us sinners.
If you're not a servant, you'll be struck to the ground.
Flee the burning, greedy city.
Lookin' back on her to see there's nothing around.
I don't believe in fairytales and no one wants to go to hell.
You've made the wrong decision and it's easy to see.
Now if you wanna serve above or be a king below with us,
You're welcome to the city where your future is set forever.
She's a dwelling place for demons.
She's a cage for every unclean spirit,
every filthy bird, and makes us drink the poisoned wine to fornicating with our kings.
Fallen now is Babylon the Great.
She's a dwelling place for demons.
She's a cage for every unclean spirit,
every filthy bird, and makes us drink the poisoned wine to fornicating with our kings.
Fallen now is Babylon the Great.
And dear my love, haven't you longed to be free
I can't keep pretending that I don't even know you
And at sweet night, you are my own
Take my hand
We're leaving here tonight
There's no need to tell anyone
They'd only hold us down
So by the morning light
We'll be halfway to anywhere
Where love is more than just your name
I have dreamt of a place for you and I
No one know who we are there
All I want is to give my life only to you
I've dreamt so long I cannot dream anymore
Let's run away, I'll take you there
Forget this life
Come with me
Don't look back you're safe now
Unlock your heart
Drop your guard
No one's left to stop you
Forget this life
Come with me
Don't look back you're safe now
Unlock your heart
Drop your guard
No one's left to stop you now
That my body froze in bed
If I just listened to it
Right outside the window
There were days when the sun was so cruel
That all the tears turned to dust
And I just knew my eyes were
Drying up forever
I finished crying in the instant that you left
And I can't remember where or when or how
And I banished every memory you and I had ever made
But when you touch me like this
And you hold me like that
I just have to admit
That it's all coming back to me
When I touch you like this
And I hold you like that
It's so hard to believe but
It's all coming back to me
(It's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now)
There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things I'd never do again
But then they'd always seemed right
There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than any laws allow
Baby Baby
If I kiss you like this
And if you whisper like that
It was lost long ago
But it's all coming back to me
If you want me like this
And if you need me like that
It was dead long ago
But it's all coming back to me
It's so hard to resist
And it's all coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it's all coming back to me now
But it's all coming back
There were those empty threats and hollow lies
And whenever you tried to hurt me
I just hurt you even worse
And so much deeper
There were hours that just went on for days
When alone at last we'd count up all the chances
That were lost to us forever
But you were history with the slamming of the door
And I made myself so strong again somehow
And I never wasted any of my time on you since then
But if I touch you like this
And if you kiss me like that
It was so long ago
But it's all coming back to me
If you touch me like this
And if I kiss you like that
It was gone with the wind
But it's all coming back to me
(It's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now)
There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things we'd never do again
But then they'd always seemed right
There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than all your laws allow
Baby, Baby, Baby
When you touch me like this
And when you hold me like that
It was gone with the wind
But it's all coming back to me
When you see me like this
And when I see you like that
Then we see what we want to see
All coming back to me
The flesh and the fantasies
All coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it's all coming back to me now
If you forgive me all this
If I forgive you all that
We forgive and forget
And it's all coming back to me
When you see me like this
And when I see you like that
We see just what we want to see
All coming back to me
The flesh and the fantasies
All coming back to me
I can barely recall but it's all coming back to me now
(It's all coming back to me now)
And when you kiss me like this
(It's all coming back to me now)
And when I touch you like that
(It's all coming back to me now)
If you do it like this
(It's all coming back to me now)
And if we, , ,
Meh. Im too bored to even think abotu them right now lol
So Friday after school I came over to Krystals to just hang out and chill and what not.
Saturday at around oneish I walked up the hill to mi casa, showered, changed, cleaned a tad, then walked back down the hill to Krystals.
And todays Sunday. Lol.
I have to be home by eleven but still - I spent the majority of time just chillin with Krystal, wich was totaly cool with me.
I mean come on - who elses laptop, PS2, a bunch of PS2 games, and unboredomness is she gunna use?
But yeah - we were playing Grand Theft Auto 3 and it was hysterical cuz we went in flying cars that can hop and then we used the tank cheat and we flew around the city in this huge assed tank and went to the other island and an airstripe and yea it was so funny. But if you got busted by the cops or killed you were sent back to Portland, so me and Krystal found this really awesomely colored stinger {thats a type of car} and we wanted to bring it back to Portland so we flew the car over and it crashed into the water and it died. *tear* So then I was all major AHHH! COPSS! KRYSTAALLLLL!! NOOOOOOOOOO!!! since she was the one driving the car lol and it was just so funny cuz we could never get the Stinger back to Portland lol
=D
=]
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But I still have to go talk to Lindsay. Sigh.
Im not as pissed at her as I was on Friday morning, but still - Dont tell me to backout plans with one of my good friends who just had surgury to come over and hang out with you. Even if I had to cancel our plans; she had flippen surgury. Then dont go blaming the fact on how you only got five hours of sleep. Oh boohoo. Take responciblility for your own actions and your own comments. Dont turn around and lie ten seconds later to try and make me sound like Im the one with the issue and never supported you through a rough spot.
Arghh.
Okay, Im going to log into rpol now to vent my frustration into creative story lines.
Peace.
*Shrug*
It seems like fun?
Dont give a fuck.
Opps, did I say that so that people could hear it.
Hm.
Owell.
Two - Thanksgiving '05. {If you know; you know. If not; fuck you.}
Three - Day of the Freshman Pep Rally for the class of '10
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